goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

these few days, i realised pple hv been chngg, but not up till tdy i realised it was me.

it's those few actns tht you do upset me, a lot.
i alw treatd you as one of those but now it rly provd tht t choices i make are wrong.

maybe it's not you but me.
but i rly hope tht your attitude twrds me will be btr as time passes.
pls dnte treat me as your come-and-go friend who you jst laugh w for awhile and disappr for a period of time.

i wnt all thee unhappiness t get out of my life so i cn live freely w\o any worries.
it makes me feel so unhppy inside, it's gettg hardr t put on a smile and act as if ntg's hapnd.

so wher are you hosiahtanjiajun?
pls dnte disappr forevr

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