goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip
laugh twist pout
NYSSHA TAN
ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling
no it's too early
28.4.08
it's way too early for me t feel this way.
it's lyk i still wna talk t you but i dnte feel t same excitement\anxiety from you. you'l be lyk spr 敷衍 and i wishd i nvr talkd t you bc it made me look lyk an idiot.
i wnte knw if you'l read this a not, but once is enough, right? you prolly think id rly give a damn abt you, but evryone rly knws hw much i care for you? i treat all my friends lyk my sisters\brothers and you, a vvvv close friend evn closr right? but somehow you dnte feel t same way and once you found a new friend, you jst scoot off.
it hurts t knw t truth and i think it was jst a misjudgement(?) on my part and i shldn't have trusted you so much.
but i prefer t give anyone and practically everyone t benefit of t doubt.
thn agn, don't bestfriends tell one another evrythg? ohno