goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

i want t have a new phone bc mine's so old alrd (bought it in dec)

i want t migrate overseas on my own w/o anyone but my friends

i want t see wad $ can bring me

i want someone t predict my future, hopefully he\she says tht i'l be rich

i want evryone tht i feel comfortable w t go out w me whnevr i\thy feel lyk it

i want t go out w t pple i'v nvr\hvnt gone out w in ages

i need t weather t be coolr so i won't feel irritated so easily

i need evrythg t go my way

i need a listeng ear and a punchg bag so whn i feel fucked up i can talk\punch him

i need someone tht i can rely on

i need someone t carry my shoppg bags

i need more $ so i can bring happiness t Alvin

i need t be more appreciative of t things i alrd have

the needs bcome wnts and the wnts become ??
i also dk.

but i feel so screwd at this point of my life.
at least if ther's skl, i'l tend t forgt evrythg.

oh God pls help me plsplsplsplsplssss {:

#.# -.o D:*.*

dear lord, pls pull me up from these rubble tyvm

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