goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip
laugh twist pout
NYSSHA TAN
ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling
20.6.08
how was life?
as a whole, it was quite enjoyable.
surprisingly, i didn't feel lonely w/o Timmy! goodgood. it's quite sudden t lose a friend tht was so close t you,
but wad makes you falter makes you a stronger girl!
talkd t a lot of pple and realised tht all my friends are still ther. i'l try t talk t thm v often.
CLIQUE:
still doing great and i love each and evryone of thm. went out w thm as a whole a few times this month and their cmpny rockssss ! (:
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it's been abt 2 weeks, and i think it's still v hard t accept your death, but i'l try my best. but i knw i'v t be strongr thn Javier!
it's waaay too sudden for any living being t accept it, but i wont break down.
it's btr t distract myself and smile, rather thn jst lookg so dejectd. love you, cousin :x
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dear x:
i wonder why you'd prefer socialising w her.
maybe you pity her, maybe you prefer her.
whateverrrr.
but i'l rmbr this incident. aftrall, you'r my friend and i'l forgive you.
sometimes i don't get why friends stoop t such low levels jst gettg more friends, t t extent of flirting. i jst don't get why.
i got so pissed, i jst didn't knw how t react t such situations.
LESSON LEARNT: NEVER TRUST SOMEONE UNLESS YOU RLY FEEL THER'S A NEED T