goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

apart from sitting in a red car tdy, doing 300 situps and insulting China man, ntg cheered me up.

fortunately or unfortunately.

i wonder why things have took a drastic change so suddenly. i'v no idea why it's happening.
i guess i'm too boring, irritating, idiotic and grouchy. it's me, lyk alw, no?

things aren't gng fine here and ther, practically evrywher.
i bet some pple might feel happy bc of t plight i'm in, wadevr.

i'm not abt t give up evrythg and jst let it crumble, right Nyssha?
evrythg in class's not gng fine and ther are some things tht sadden me.
how pple can ignore my presence and make me feel lyk ntg else matters. but who am i t judge all these? it's alw my fault and i'l accept it.

whnevr i come across such situations, i ask myself if i will associate myself w such a person.
NO NO NO.
i wonder whether my friends are tolerating me or thy jst don't mind.
things have took for a drastic turn and i can accept it.
evn if someone impt did wrong.

i didn and will nvr complain bc it all hpnd bc of me.
at least those pple who accompany during recess make me feel more comfortable.
ther are mny pple i wna talk t but it's jst a hindrance t, so i shld jst stfu and not ask for trouble.

of cus pple change, but i wld nvr expect you t change so much. but i wld nvr question, cus i knw instead of an answer, you'd shrug it off.

indeed i'm tht kind of person you think i am.
i'v proved it to myself, and all of you who thot me wrongright.

you'v got t wake up your idea alrd loser

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