goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

i dont get your thoughts, you dont open up, i feel so hurt seeing you feel lyk this.

paranoia, curiousity?

i feel sad whn my friends dont wna share wad's gng on in their lives.
perhaps thy think tellg me is a waste of time bc i can do ntg but jst listen.
at tht point of time, thy dont need a listening ear, but someone who can give thm advice, but wad i say dsnt make thm feel better and im so tactless.

perhaps t wish for hvg t help someone out in times of need hasn been answerd by Him up ther.
i'l wait.

but thn agn, pple are not obliged t tell me.

i may treat thm as bestfriends, i knw i'm jst one of those in their contact list.

i hope i can be a real friend t some out ther and thy can sms me or confide in me whn their happiness level is dipping low.

i am so fucking useless.

who cares, no one reads anyway bye z

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