goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

it's weijian's hse yet agn!

i thot it was nice camping here, away from t outside world wher no one will judge and most impt, life as a princess.
cheap thrill, but so? if you can afford t hve friends tht treat you this well, thn go on and bitch, if not stfu.

idk why i keep flaring up at innocent pple.
only a person made me this upset and i had t take it out on innocent beings.
self-control nyssha.

kels alvin jerrold cherry are also here camping and i brought my clothes.
i'm prepared t work out in his gym for tmrw and thurs t keep fit.
i dnwna die whn i do napfa nxt year.

had a round of major heart t heart talks wher we all told each othr wad was botherg us.
of cus, by t pool w yummy cupcakes.

a part of me wnts t give up evrythg and start on a fresh clean slate, but how can i forgive a person who bitched abt me t someone who she liked, which was jerrold.
yea of cus he wld believe. OF CUS.

yknw huihui i'v alw treatd you well and you were lyk my sis.
but i jst wna tell you tht i'v no feelings for jerrold, nor do i bitch abt you t him.
evryone knws he dsnt lyk betrayers, so for a start, pick up my calls.
maybe i can tell you wad t do, for i knw him for as long as forever.

since you deleted me from lj and msn, i jst wna tell you tht you'r still my bff and i wna do all i can t bring you and jerrold tgtr

plssss love yourself more and learn t have more compassion.

tears for someone who dsnt give a fuck? yes

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