goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

bottomline: I SHLD FUCKING HVE WENT T TAIWAN.

topline: I SHLDN HVE MADE T WRONG DECISIONS.

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i thot tmrw wld go smoothly as planned until edna asked teri.
whn i heard of it, i was lyk wtf???

i dont think tht's t respect i deserve.
i was oblivious t evrythg lyk a complete idiot thinkg tht t day wld start of w dental, teri&sm, thn haikal&edna.

it was such a simple day t celebrate in advance, but i jst ruined it.
i was willing t sacrifice 1/2 of my day and not celebrate it w jerrold.
yea it was my choice, and i'm not blaming anyone.

i wasted one of my bday wish this year, given a choice, i wld still make tht wish.
pple think tht i'm not sentimental and dont give a fuck, but does anyone knw how much i treasure friendship?
i knw pple for 6 yrs+ and we'r still awesome friends.

i wasted a taiwan trip, disappointed mum and sis, felt rly disappointed, felt tht i treated jerrold as a substitute. BUT I GAINED NEW INSIGHTS ABT PPLE, LEARNT THT 3.3/ CLIQUE ARE ALW T TRUEST, LEARNT T MAKE T RIGHT CHOICES.

i jst wna let you, teri, knw tht i hve absolutely no intentions of lettg you feel left out. since you'v a new group friends, hopefully you treasure thm. hve fun tmrw celebrating haikal's bday. (i jst didn knw how t put it across t you)

wrong pple, wrong place.
right pple, no trust.
right pple, absolute love.
right pple, right choices.

wrong choices, right intentions

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