goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

today, tuesday (10 nov):

woke up late for band, as usual.
thank goodness for siti! :)
such a loveling.

had sectionals, main band.
band didn ended off on an unhappy note.

'i don't knw wad t do alrd, i'm talkg t you guys on t verge of tears.'
'whnevr i bathe i think of how t save t band.'

no matter how much i conplain abt how tiring band is, how long our lips have t work non-stop, i knw i still love band.
sacrificing my Taiwan aka birthday trip jst for syf.
t pple it may not seem lyk it's antg big bc i go ther so frequently, but do you think i rly dnwna go t TW and disappoint my mum and sis?
i v badly do not wnt.

but i'v alrd practised for so long, and another 4-5 mths is ntg.
i will feel embarrasing if pple come down t our concert and say 'so this is wad i expect from a band tht won gold in genting?'

so plssssss work hard pple, at least for another 2 more weeks :)
i will make good my word and practise hardr from this week onwards.
edna let's go for it!!!

TWE WE'L DO IT HAND IN HAND



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on a lightr note, edna and i went t PP t buy her present and hve a good bonding session.
took some picts and will post it up whn i receive it.
thanks a lot for giving me your thots on my problems.
on t 20th we'l eat Fish & Co, I DONT CARE OKKKKKK. :3

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