goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

25th nov: Practice Room 2008

we played ~~ not tht bad lah hur.
whn t concert was done, i went back t check my phone,

kels: ' call jiawei imm, he needs help. same thing all ovr agn '

i was lyk fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck but didn wna kick up a big fuss. i dont wnt pple running t me and askg me wad has hpnd so i jst kept evrythg t myself.
(sorry edna for not telling you!)

vented my anger on evryone i saw, pushed pple yada.
ignored so mny pple who talkd t me.
rejected a call.

went down t stack t chairs while lazy bums were upstairs enjoyg t air con.
wtf la ok selfish beings. it's OUR concert, shldn we share t burden?
almost got smashed by a high stack of chairs, thank god for russell's help :)
t sec 1s were amazing, thy helpd rly a lot, 10 thumbs up.
sorry syl for your injured finger.

went for dnr w those 3.3 bunch. embarrassed myself yet agn and being laughed a joker.
thanks koks' dad for t lift back
home sweet home, bathed, changed, left for kels'.

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so wad hpnd?

jiawei left home for ovr a week alrd la!!
it concerns me bc his parents knw my contact and thy'r askg me t help thm get him back

this wasn t first time it has hpnd and evrytime it hpns, i feel v sad for his parents.
PARTLY BC THY'V THIS TYPE OF SON.
his parents give him evrythg he wnts and he has t audacity t hurt thm lyk tht.
HOI YOU THINK YOU OWN THIS WORLD ISSIT??!?!?!?

he was at kels' hse and i practically dragged him t t cab t send him home.
he got owned by me in t cab :B

whn he got home he apologised and his parents readily forgave him 0.x

was quite happy for helpg his family but i asked for permission and his parents let him out!!
yeah man so we went for supper and cabbed t weijian's.

he left home bc he needed t clear things w xx.
ha evrythg ended w a friendly hug from me :)
you'r fine my dearest best friend xxxxo


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slpovr was absolutely smashing fun!!!!
made rainbow colourd cotton candy and mayo popcorn(???!!)
hell ridiculous but those retards are RLY good at making me laugh.

splashd water at each othr in t pool and all 13 of us got dunked in t water.
managed t slp in t water till 4am+ till it raind heavily.
bathed and layed on t bed.
tht stupid jerrold damn irritating la!!
he think he v hot lyk tht.
keep shouting 'don't i look hot???' into evryone's ears and he got a slap by jo!!! GOOD FOR YOU EY.

woke up in t middle of t night t eat andddddd i saw jerrold making cake in t kitchen!!
shiok so i made w him and we enjoyd our delicious brownie w strawberry yoghurt.
weijian came down w huihui and thot we scandal!!
ahhahahah sure sure we scandal!!
playd a lil dare game and i had t do a rly sick thing. . . ask me if you wna knw.

had a picnic by t pool and evryone gangbang me! ><"

left for dria's bbq at 6pm.

26 nov (weds): DRIA'S BBQ

clique baked a cake and crashed her party!!
she was so happy and ended t night w a smeared face.
she thinks jerrold's v cute!!
HA YOU STAND NO CHANCE LA SMALL GIRLLLLLL :X

bbq ended and went back t weijian's for our slpovr.
this time, theodore joined us :P so happy.

he was being a complete joker and i kena suaned lyk x45678 ok!!!
sad case.
evryone said i look lyk reindeer? OI INSULTING LA OK.

mny obscence stuff hpnd.
slpd on each othr bc his minute bed cnt fit us all and none wntd t occupy t guest rooms except jiakai and eunice.

WHY AH WHY AH??!?!??!? ORHOR NAUGHTY RIGHT.

woke up and found jerrold in my face, got a shock and kicked his stomach, he shouted softly, which in turn woke alvin up. AND HE SAID WE SCANDAL AGN.
thn most woke up and teased us.
bunch of retards la!!!
went back t slp, woke up and saw theodore's hands covering my whole face ._.

27 nov (thurs): IC!!!

made my IC. got pict taken by alvin and printed it using weijian's photo printer.
forgot t bring my birth cert and kels cabbed me atw back t get it.
made my IC, went t meet WX.

ate F&C, back t weijian's hse.

had fun, turned in.

28 nov(frid): DYED MY HAIR

some wntd t dye their hair so i tagged along.
cldn stand t long wait and i got tempted so i redyed my hair in t same shade but lighter.
kels alvin jiakai offerd but i paid it myeself C:

wooohooo bc my allowance's crazy and i'v extra cash t spend bc i'v bought all t bday presents!!
it's time t pamper myself before funds are channelled t xmas presents!!!

29 nov(sat): TODAY,

brainstormed.
xmas presents are done!!!
yes now i'v t hunt thm down muahahhaha.
clique will get thm from H&M in HK!! woo of cus la it's YOU guys ley!!

still at weijian's and those guys are bringing down t roof.
while someone's faithfully bringing food/drinks/desserts up t me.
xxxxooo.

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i'v t get use t t feeling of being unimpt t someone.
dont make someone your priority bc you'l be disappointed someday.
i'v alrd felt it.

dont try t mend t worthless bc your efforts will go down t drain.
dont try t save t self-drowns.
dont evn make t effort t save a sinking friendship. it takes 2 hands t clap.

t harder you try, t worse it gets. pple tend t take advantage of it

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