goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

2008:

.ive been v rude. ive lost and destroyed countless stuff. i wasted money. i bitched a lot. i loved t wrong pple. i loved topshop.

.new classmates. rly awesome. t locals i mean. thy'r v nice ppl! honestly i hated parting w 2A bc we went thru so much and we'r gna split. but i gained new ones. (SM,RAI,ZIT,SAMSAM,INTAN). you guys brought me ntg but love.

.made new friends. (brain dead now, lazy t list out) thy made me feel impt and thot i wasnt a spoiltbrat whn evryone out ther thot i was.

.stuffed my cupboard w more topshop sis and i dont have anywher t put our clothes. /but i still dont knw wad t wear

.almost tried t let someone go. didn and i dont regret it at all. i'm grateful for jerrold for tolerating my tantrums. now i dont knw wad t say, we'r too close i think he knws wad i wna say.

.almost ruined my friendship w teri. cock ups in btwn but we'r back t sq one. thanks sm and syl, you knw wad you guys did.

.friendship w edna is so much closer. gosh picts evrywher, laughtr and nicknames. you made a diff

.passed rly quickly. thot it was too fast t end t year. i still hvnt made my confessions t god friends sis.

.relationship w sis is more lyk a sister rship. used t be at loggerheads evryday. we cld say ntg t each othr for a week and dont feel awkward. now we cant

.mum gives me so much more freedom (t t extent of not evn botherg). treats me lyk a pamperd baby. yknw i dont mean half of my rudeness

.i dont respect my dad for humiliating and accusing me. still dont. an apology dsnt help evn tho it hpnd days ago. 'takes 15 years t build up t respect, mere seconds t ruin it'.

.didn hve major fights w syl sa jona lyk t previous 2 years. we'v grown up.

.had one of t best bdays. surprises, good cpny, unexpected presents. thanks t bunch of guys (agn, brain dead, dont feel lyk naming)

.hve not being studyg religiously. i hate regretting wad i do. i rly regret studyg a day before t paper for fye. i got my retributions, i failed my best subj, english.

2009...

.will be a stressful year. i wna do evrybdy proud and do my best for t big O's. we can all do it tgtr.

.pple will ignore me. thy wnt me t study.

.4.3 pple will own sbp upside down

.my motivation t work hard will come back.

.ALL MY FRIENDS/FAMILY WILL BE V HEALTHY AND WILL STAY W ME. THIS IS MY BIGGEST WISH. GOD FULFIL IT PLS

embrace t new year. forget history

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