goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip

NYSSHA TAN


ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling

friends come and go, deal with it.

uhm band camp, sheer torture.
mentally irritated/nervous/mixed feelings overwhelmed me whn i cld play outside t bandroom and not in front of evryone.

j said i dont need t prove myself t anyone. true?
wdvr.

crazy shitzzz i'v ulcer inflammation and running a temp now. mother fuck it.
no one's at home and kels is cmg ovr now t bring me t t doctor's.
which means i can go for band punctually tmrw.

god bless me, i need t have lips which dont hve braces imprints.
DAMN.

thanks for t wakeup call.
i work well under intense pressure.

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been ignoring t inbox, rejectg calls, ignoring pple, showing evryone t black face.
tht is called stress.
this is worst thn t fyes. fuck.

BUT IT'S ALL FOR A BETTER CAUSE.

j has been spamming my inbox but i refuse t reply any of thm.
now i'm sick and thy'r so caring.
damn i feel so guilty.

friday. i'l make up for evrythg.

thanks section, you guys rly make me feel motivated :)

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