goal for now? resist eating fish&co till aftr HK trip
laugh twist pout
NYSSHA TAN
ther are too mny pple i wna thank for evrythg i'v now!
top priority? definitely those tht are rly close
ther are times you dnwna talk, but thy knw how you'r feeling
raaaaaaarhw
18.10.08
gaahx wasted one whole day at home surfing YouTube and talkg t jianwei. I'm so sorry sean and seran, cherry and huihui for pangseh tdy I rly didn do it on purpose ok ! I thot I cldv gone out and hve fun on t first day of a short weekend hol. i'm so disappointd in myself. why can't I stop makg t wrong choices? I'm considerg wad seran and syl told me whn we were discussg abt t situatn, but I shldn be thinkg lyk this right! evryone has their own reasons for dng stg and I shld jstt accept it w\o doubt rightttttt.
sad things apart, at least my sis and I will be gng t eat ikea. IM HAPPY BC I HVNT ATE IT IN A LONG TIME YIPEE! at least I won't be lyk an idiot waitg at home for no reason right?? hvnt eatn antg since 11 am and I think I shld either hve gone out w double S or my girlies, it'l hve been a btr choice. I learn from mistakes and I tell myself I won't do it agn.
nyssha make t right choices, don't neglect those who went thru thick and thin w you. you only hve yourself t blame if thy leave you behind.
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